Toronto 6

Mohobat, bewafai
Dosti, dushmani
Bheed mai aur tanhai mai
Har qadam pe saath nibhaya hai iss sheher ne
Har mod pe kuch naya seekhaya hai iss sheher ne

Aye khuda aab darne lga hu mai

Aye khuda darne lga hu mai
Apne aap se, dunia ke taur tariko se
Aab darne laga hu mai

Woh bepaqi se muskurana chod dia hai maine
Woh jese bachpan mai khailte waqt chot lagne pe muskuraya karta tha
Aab darne laga hu mai

Woh befiqr masti karna bhula sa dia hai maine
Woh jese chote hote nani ke ghar mai behen ke saath kia karta tha
Aab darne lga hu mai

Woh behissab zidd nahi karta mai
Woh jese bachpan mai papa ke pant pakad ke aankho mai aansu liae khilone ki dukaan ke samne kia karta tha
Aab darne lga hu mai

Woh bewajah dost nahi bnata aab mai
Woh jese pehele bina kisi laabh ya haani ke bna lia karta tha
Aab darne lga hu mai

Aye khuda dunia wesi nahi jesi bachpan mai dikhai thi tune
Yaha har koi meri kamyabi se jalta hai
Har koi meri nakamio pe hasta hai

Aye khuda aab darne lga hu mai
Aur dunia dekhne se

Qabr se mera Ishq

Qabr se mera Ishq

Aaj laut aaya qabr se mera ishq wapas

Jise dafna dia tha maine kai arse pehele

Aaj fir se machi hai dil mai woh halchal

Jise jalaa dia tha maine kai arse pehele

Aaj laga jese beet gya ho ek pura zamana

Jab do pal guzre tum se alwida liye

Aaj laut aaya qabr se mera ishq wapas

Jise dafna dia tha maine kai arse pehele

Aaj fir ek muskaan ne war kia dil pe

Mujhe lga jo kho gya tha kai arse pehele

Aaj fir ki chand aur taaro se baate

Mujhe laga jinn se se lad pda tha kai arse pehele

Aaj laut aaya qabr se mera ishq wapas

Jise dafna dia tha maine kai arse pehele

Aaj fir kissi ko bas yuhi ghanto takne ka dil kia

Aaj fir kissi ko bas yuhi ghanto sunne ka dil kia

Aaj fir kissi ke samne apne saare raaz beparda kiae

Aaj fir kissi ke samne dil ke saare rehesy khol diye

Aaj laut aaya qabr se mera ishq wapas

Jise dafna dia tha maine kai arse pehele

Aye zindagi bohot khail lia tune 

Aye zindagi bohot khail lia tune 

Aye zindagi bohot khail liae tune

Aab bas mujhe mar jaane de

Aakhri baar bas bol lene de

Dil ko bhi thoda ro lene de
Jeete jee dilasa toh bohot dete hai

Janaaze pe kadha dene waalo ki

Shakle zaraa dekh jaane de
Tute huae dil pe mere hasse toh bohot log the

Aaj unke aakh mai aaye 

Woh jhute aansu dekh jaane de
Aye zindagi, bohot khail liae tune

Aab bas mujhe mar jaane de
Naa dikha mujhe woh chehere aaj 

Jinhe mere jaane ka ghum hoga

Woh maa jisne izzat ka matlab samjhaya

Woh baap jisne peso ki qadar 

Woh ladki jisne mohobat karni sikhai

Ya woh behen jo har qadam pe mere saath thi
Aye zindagi, bohot khail liae tune 

Aab bas mujhe mar jaane de 
Naa umeede jaga aane waale kal ki

Kuch hassen palon ki kuch adhure sapno ki

Woh ghar kasoli mai

Ya woh club mumbai mai

Woh road trip jo kabhi hui nahi

Ya woh pahad jo kabhi dekhe nahi
Aye zindagi bohot khail liae tune 

Aab bas mujhe mar jaane de 

The blank Canvas

The canvas that looks blank, is not always blank

Come closer and you might see 

The erased pencil marks 

Or straightened up crumples

Or dried water spots
This bruised, crumpled, and dirty piece of paper

This has a story to tell

A story of a brave beginning 

A story of an unfortunate end
You are not the painter of your life

You are the canvas

The fact that you are blank

Means that you are alive
You are alive and you are young

You have friends and you have love

Life is not about crumples, you see

Life is not about bruises, you see

Life is about moving on, love 

Life is about moving forward.

 

In this world, you will find

In this world pf hashtags and tweets

You find a few who talk in lines

In sentences that make sence 

Make sence in the non sencical universe 
In this world of fake promises and social media love

You find someone you feel to keep as a secret 

A prised possesion of which no one knows

Because you fear someone might take her away
In this world of screaming loudspeakers

Spitting gibberish into the air

You find someone you want to listen

Cause when she speaks the world rests
In this world of flaws and imperfections 

Where even planets are not sphere enough

And sun looses its heat by the minute 

You will find someone who is just perfect, for you!!!

Comparisons 

This poem i wrote when i was sitting in the bus…. to get on the context, i just went through a bad break up so i wrote this for the previous girl i dated and not the one who i broke up with…. and for the first time i used comparisons so unapologetically. I hope u will like it

Like the crying moon hidden 

Hidden by the clouds

I hide in the blanket every night
Like the smilling sun burning

Burning from inside

I burn my loneliness every day
Like the chatter in the bus all gibberish 

Gibberish to others

Your promises feel hollow 
Like the calm sea never ending

As seen from the shore

The pain seems real
Like this poem, without structure 

Not recognized by people

Is my life without your essence in there.

I don’t know 

I don’t know, 

I don’t know how poets do this

Words falling in place so flawless

I don’t know

 

Every verse I write 

is like writing it for the first time

Every word I think

Is thinking like an ammature

I don’t know

 

I ,I am made fun off every time 

I am a walking mockery all the time

I cry all my tears at night, 

To wake up with dry eyes and a face with a smile

I don’t know

 

I don’t want to know 

Why people make fun of differences

Why people think its fine 

And I don’t feel pain 

 

I know, now I know 

Yaaden

Yaaden, dil ke andhere mai roshni karde

Yaaden, tanhai mai halchal karde 

Yaaden, bheed mai sab se juda sa karde, yaade
Kuch teri yaaden kuch meri yaaden

Bas jo dil ko jlaa ke rakh de, yaaden